Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Thing are not meant to be yours.

For a person like you, not everything suits you. No need to copy others just because you want to feel love.

First of all, "Do you even know who you are?"
answer: No you do not, therefore, you don't feel any love because you yourself doesn't love yourself. The greatest love of all is loving yourself. It frees you from the doubts you are having.

Second, "Are you a special child??"
Answer: NO. therefore, you dont need any special attention. YOu think you are special but you are not. Because special child doesnt mean to irritate someone else. Or get jealous.

Third:"Why are you jealous of me?"
Answer: Because i'm closer with all your friends. To be honest its not my fault. It just happen, it wasnt like i planned it.

Fourth: "Who gave you the right to copy people?"
Answer: NO one. Sure we live in a democratic country, but it doesnt necessarily mean you have to copy people. Originality saves you the best. And replicas are the worst one.

Fifth: "Who says you have a right to put people in the middle?"
Answer: NO one, dude, if you like people to lie to you just to make you feel better. Well, you too are lying to yourself. I'd rather be told off straight up than making fool of myself.

Sixth: "Why do people like me better than you?"
Answer: I dont know. Ask them yourself. All i know is that i know myself, i know my limits and i know my wants and need and likes and dislikes. I am a person who wants to be unique. I have a dream i dont want to hide behind others.

Seven: "Why do people doesnt like you?"
Answer: You try to be all smarty smarty, even though you're not that smart. You didnt even finish your math test, and you made it sound like we're stupid. You criticize someone yet you dont accept that you have the same problem as the person that you were criticizing. YOU ARE A WANNABE EMO. YEah, no one like those kind of people. You try to hard to get love, yet you only get annoyance in return. Do not try, just let things fall stop trying to change the planned life for us. You pretend too much that you yourself dont know what you really are. People doesnt like you because you speak non sense. Judge yourself before others.

i have no further question and answer portion.
I am pissed, by the way you try too too too too too hard to fit in. I dont think its all about fitting in. I think its for you to ruin my friendship with our friends. To be honest, even if my friends hated me now, it wouldnt bring my self esteem that low. I wouldnt go through the stage that you are doing right now. i mean they couldnt abandon you. and you should content with that. stop rushing people around you. you are being unfair to them and only making them hate you more. so just shut up and stop giving those ugly look of yours i dont melt with those. if you give me that look one more time. you will die from me in an instant. you wont be able to have eyes. you're lucky niki was there or i would have stabbed you with a plastic fork.

Stop ruining things for others, i mean sure its not my thing, but i know how it feels and it really pissed us off. i mean dont go between axel and roxas. because no one can ever go between them. no one can ever go between my friendship with them. you try to likes the things that we like just for you to included, no one is trying to exclude you besides from me. and to tell you the truth you should have been dead a long time ago. a person like me have no mercy for people like you. i live in a world like that. if i were you i'll run away before i get killed.

you really should be thankful that your "closest friends" (that's what you call them) havent snapped at you yet. It would be worst, and you know am always behind them to back them up. I like to protect the people that are important, people that i love. i dont love you... because you broke my trust and my patience. i gave you a chance but you never gave yourself a chance to change instead you're becoming worst.

okay am done.
~Demyx/Dempolar.

our love lingers at 5:21 PM
0 people said this is meant to be