Wednesday, November 18, 2009

This is me

None of you can change the fact that i fall in and out easily.
It's not easy, but probably for you guys it seems stupid.
None of you know how much it hurts, to keep it going like this.
I want to get out, i want to have a new me.
But i am afraid that my friends won't like me, for who i am, i am smitten, insane, obsessed.

As much as i dont want to admit, i have to.
This is not only about because of him,
but also because i am tired, of pleasing people.
I am tired of trying to be someone else that i am not.
The only reason am like this its because my previous friends didnt like how i fall in and out of love easily.

DID i like it? no, it's painful.. too painful that no words can be expressed.
I like my friends to think that i am always happy... to be honest.
i had enough of it...
at this moment i just have to be me.
But i know soon enough... people will reject me.
BEcause it is ME

Why is the world too greedy?
Why can't the truth be there?
Why does people have to suffer so much?

And how come nothing is left for me?



our love lingers at 3:47 PM
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